don noe what the hell im doing these few months!!! beside busy w my studies, the rest ofthings im been doing looks so stupid, feeling so useless...
been trying a lot of ways to forget about our past!! knowing new guys, forcing myself to smile and laugh (from heart) in front of ppl, spending endless nights in clubs, keeping myself super occupied etc..
im really feel bad these few months, i don noe what actually i want... i noe u don feel good either, cos i noe the way i handle this matter hurt u even more.. im sorry..beside sorry, i really don noe what to say..
in the past,i kept telling you that u don understand me... actually is me myself who's the one who don understand ownself, how can i expect u to understand me? i admited thatim a lousy gf, who don noe how to care for you... what i onli noe was put my friends in first prority.
these few weeks getting more and more emotional, cos tears just like running water whenever i flashed back what i have done to u and the way u treat me...
sometime have the thoughts of going back to you but i have to stop myself cos i really don u to get hurt once again... nw i just hope that u will find someone u loves and who will really treasure u...
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